My dad was watching TV today and the show was about a girl 20 years old that got pregnant. I don’t know why he likes those shows soo f`ing much. But he loves them. That’s great and all but he’ll call the whole family to watch the girl with her baby and her mother in law (Korean mother in laws are the devil, but that’s another topic) and her good for nothing husband (they never really amount to anything, in my opinion.) That, my friends is really annoying. So I told him that he doesn’t need to worry about his daughter’s getting pregnant at the age of 20 because me and my sister are over that age. See I did the math if I get pregnant RIGHT NOW in 9 months it’ll be my birthday and I won’t be 20 anymore. I think he actually wanted me to say that I’m not having sex, which I’m not, but I didn’t. Freaking! If he brings it up one more time I might just have to tell him to shut the f` up. We aren’t kids anymore.
did you know?
Today is the birthday of Nikola Tesla (according to google.com). He is best known for his invention of the radio which apparently was credited to the wrong person (Guglielmo Marconi). It wasn’t until after Tesla’s death that the US Supreme Court decided that the patent of the radio belonged to Tesla not Marconi. Too bad he wasn’t alive to see the verdit (see article for more details about Tesla). That’s pretty awesome considering I didn’t know what the radio was until well into my middle school years. I didn’t 100% understand the concept until I got to high school. Needless to say I lead a sort of sheltered life. Sure my parents had radios in their cars, but they never listened to it. They recently came from Korea and wouldn’t have understood what was being said on the radio. Even now they don’t listen to anything but the Korean station 1310AM. So I didn’t know what the radio was or what it did. I didn’t understand what radio stations did. It was HOT 99.5 that changed all that for me. I remember going to school and people talking about the hot, new radio station. Ah. Those were the days.
tea time.
My sister and I decided that today we would have tea and the tiny finger sandwiches. We never got around to the tea because the sandwiches took forever to make.
commitment issues.
I may have them. That’s why it took me so long to pick a major and why I am currently second guessing my choice. Ah, commitment. To say I do, seems such a final thing to say…
Ugh.
I’m such a facebook stalker. I think the best course of action for this would be to just ban myself from facebook for at least a week. Most likely more time will be needed.
worthlessness.
So I was walking around the house and I was bored. I was bored and I wished I had some money. Then I felt worthless. I’m sitting at home doing nothing during my summer break. I should have tried harder to get a part time job. But I didn’t. So here I am worthlessly sitting around. Hopeing someone will toss me some money every once in a while. I have the deepest fear that this is what my life will amount to, even after college.
tokyo. seoul.
I got invited to go.
I want to go.
I haven’t asked my parents.
I don’t think I will.
I know the money situation.
I know it will be selfish of me to ask.
I will just dream that I will have the money to go.
I promise myself I will go.
